AJ, congrats on the 30 days! You have been a welcome addition to the forum, and we enjoy your posts and participation. As for your mom, my sincere condolences, but I'm sure she's smiling down on you from above, saying "My son looks awesome "...I'm sure your memories of her will help you through....I have great respect for you having lost both parents before 30 years of age, but I think you're handling it well. Thanks for the well wishes to our mothers, BTW.