Greetings and welcome to the forum. I think that you have gotten some good advice from Saintc and others. I think that you should get some help for your depression. You don't need to feel this way and you will feel better. I have suffered some depression myself and I got help. I am doing b=much better now. Don't let it get you down. Help is available out there. Good luck to you and I wish you the best.
