well guys, my problem isnt the ladies. i even think that with a shaved head i will get many more ladies than with a full head of hair.
i think its coz of the thoughts in my head. they make we want to have hair. and they are deep down.
i just cant stop the pills. and at the moment i dont have any sides.
money isnt an issue coz this problem with hair or no hair is so much controlling my life that its just worth the money.
the only thing with which you could convince me stop taking the meds is if you tell me that a horseshoe pattern looks better than a hair pattern.
we should make a study
. who is more happy and successfull......the bald by choice guys or the "real" bald guys in here???
let me just make this try. i want to grow it out again to about 1.5 inches. then i see how bad it looks now.
i now think a sly bald head isnt the worst thing of the world
. but i still would prefer hair. and i definatley would prefer to have this shadow of hair.
i think what will be good for me is a buzz cut with shorter sides.
so again, its not coz of the ladies. i already see that with a shaved head i get better attention from the ladies. so thats not the problem.
the problem is in me. what i want from life.
maybe in a few years im this far that i am in a situation where i *could* kick the meds. but not now. im just too insecure for this and not adult enough.
i really think that at the time my hair is grown out it will look much better than on this photo due to improvment.