Its 3years now since I noticed that I was loosing my beautiful blond hair. I was 18years then, just taken my upper-secondary final examination. Had a lot of cool friends, girls, got my driving licence, got into the university of Stockholm in Sweden. I simply loved myself even tho I had broken my anterior Cruciate Ligament half a year earlier which also have caused a lot of trouble for me. Made me stop doing sports on a high level since I never wanted to believe this was a serious injury nor did I wanna ask anyone for help.
Anyways when I realized about my hair loss I got into a total shock position, got totally confused. Didn't know what to do or how I ever was gonna accept myself. I lost everything I named above and a ot of other things. I have been a total zombie over these 3years but my bald dad have been saying some really strong words over the last year, words like if i continue to live like a zombie, he would kick me out of the house or send me to some psycho clinic. And that sort of scared me even more than getting bald. So I started google about bald men and how they look the last 6months and realized that f**k hair. I really cant live like I have done. By time i have gotten more confident about my hair loss and step by step I have starting to accept myself as the person I'm gonna be.
Think it is like 4-5 months since i made my first post here. Must say i have really gotten some reality into my head + the things my dad have threaten me with. I'm simply to smart to care about my f***in hair loss, is what i have started to think. I have to learn to take responsibility over myself and my life.
Like my knee injury is something i need and want to get fixed, and it is also gonna be fixed since I went to a knee clinic some months ago. Have been training up my leg muscles and stability in the knee so I can be operated.
But to the big problem again, I shaved of my thin hair and went on a trip so i had time to get used to bald look, also took some tanning ofc. Anyways i think i can be fuckin hottie again just need to build up my attitude and learn how to speak with ppl again. Cuz that something i cant do, whenever i speak to some girl nowadays i start stutter and forgot what to say, my eyes also starts going right,left,up and down. But that dosn't bother me at all.
Well I don't got pics of the zombie i was then but i have taken some bald looking pics on me.
I know my English grammar sucks but hope you can read and understand it. Just want to share with me of my experiences!
Thanks again for all the good information this site have been giving me!
/William