Just keep running your hand over that smooth sides and back and imagine what it would be like if your whole scalp were that smooth. Just keep thinking about that and I can guarantee that the urge to shave will be irresistable.You wouldn't have gone this far if you didn't really want to do it. You owe it to yourself to give it a try.....What length is your hair on top right now? You might want to try gradually taking it shorter. When you get down to a #1 (1/8") and feel comfortable at that length, you're almost there. You can grow back to #1 in a week. Knowing that makes the shave a lot less scary.Good luck!!