yeah I'm sorry I posted again I fell into a deep depression and have been trying to conquer.
There; you said it, you "broke the code"! There is absolutely nothing wrong with the shape of your head - and when you let yourself tell yourself the truth - you know it!
AndI know exactly how yhou feel because all of my life I have had the same deal ,,,,, What is really happening has nothing to do with your head ... What is really going on is that "Old Man Depression" wants to play the same old whiny ass tapes in your head because that is the only\ thing he knows how to do - so he just does it over, and over, and over again! He just changes the subject line, (He tells me that I'm not tall enough, or I'm fat, or am not as smart as other people, or am not good looking enough to ever get a date, etc. etc. etc.).
But HE is the one who is lame! He is the one who only knows how to do one thing! YOU ARE THE ONE who had the balls to step out his comfort zone and try something new! You just threatened Old Mr. D big time! So he is going to throw a little hissy fit at you. Don't listen to those old tapes! You are already finding some new music! You look damn good and you know it! You feel it! I can hear it in the voice of your posts! And you make me proud!
So now take the "thrill" of being out of your comfort zone out for a stroll! Burn all of your hats so that there is no turning back and let the rest of the world know that "You are in the building"!