Chill, call the eye doctor, it's a problem that can be solved with properly fitted corrective lenses.
I don't know what you're talking about. You look great to me.
I have to agree with the guys you are a very good looking young man with a great shaped head (shaped kinda like mine) believe me when I say, and this is coming from a gay man, you should not be down about your looks and I will say again you are very handsome you have a great smile and a great head shape. Don't be down pick your head up and go forward with you life. Cheers Daniel