what to do?

[DCdome]

Go for bald, buddy.  The goat is best for facial hair.

[beardedbaldgerman]

Thinking about buzzing it without a guard tomorrow. my friend says I look like a cancer patient without hair... and I don't want to look bad. But every time a bald or buzzed man passes by i ask myself "why not buzz it too?" it's an urge I cannot overcome.

[Razor X]

it's an urge I cannot overcome.

Then you gotta do what you gotta do.   

From your photo, you've got a decent looking dome; it will look great scraped clean.  Remember it will only take a couple of days to grow back to 1 mm if you don't like it, so what do you really have to lose?

[Sly Red]

... but every time a bald or buzzed man passes by i ask myself "why not buzz it too?" it's an urge I cannot overcome.

The only way to get rid of temptation is to yield to it.  Oscar Wilde

My sentiments exactly.

Red

[beardedbaldgerman]

i just got a haircut last week. very short sides. but somehow that's not enough. sure everybody will ask why I buzzed it right after paying for a haircut. but I like myself better with nearly no hair. on the other hand  I don't want to look like a cancer patient. I want to look tough, that would be ok.

[Razor X]

on the other hand  I don't want to look like a cancer patient.

How many of the guys here look like cancer patients to you?

[D.A.L.U.I.]

  I don't want to look like a cancer patient. I want to look tough, that would be ok.

I confess, I don't understand the desire to look "tough."  Why would you want to assume an appearance that would be offputting to many people.  It doesn't seem natural to me.  Almost all of us are social animals in some sense, some more so, some less.  But everyone needs some association w/ other people.  Why "tough?"