i went through the same thing and still am. in fact.......im gonna get eaten alive by this board but.....i actually might grow my hair back one last time over xmas break (while i still have some hair). that way if it looks real bad not too many people will see it. i just 4get what it looks like and i want to take a walk through memory lane again. it might turn into depression lane real quick though haha. so i could end up tossing that idea and shaving it only a week into growth lol.