I can completely relate. Since going with the no guard buzz about 10 days ago, despite feeling better about myself than I have in many, many years, it is still nerve wracking to go to the next step. And yet, in my mind, it is not a matter of "if" anymore, but "when". A lot of it is just being part of this group and seeing I am not alone with my past or present, a lot, frankly is just wanting to do it. So far, I love my new look and think that shaving is in the very near future.