Sorry to make you fellas worry, I was pc less for a few days(wife has been hiding up in the room, which is where the computer is) I'm at my Dad's now. I've been here since Saturday. I've calmed down a little. The last 2 days before the move were the lowest I've ever been in my life. If it wasn't for the complete out pour of support from you guys, myspace friends, family, and co workers I don't know if I'd made it with out winding up in a straight jacket.(I spent time in a rubber room years ago). I'm slowly accepting that I need to move on. And having a few cute lay days smile at me up here has help boost my decimated ego a little. I've talked to TimmJ right before the move on phone. He's goofy on here, but I'll tell you what, he's one good hearted dude.