Mmm, i know i shouldn't but im playing ignorant on that little detail. Not the smartest decision but.. Saint i know that you are probably right. its just there are times where its hard to see it that way. Im hoping therepy will help to improve my outlook.
Just so frustrating that just a couple of days ago i was out in the thick of it and surrounded by people and ok with that. And now i feel like im back to square one.