I did it ! I went to the barber this morning, sat down on that chair, and she asked me "what will it be?" I answerd, "as short as u can"

and she did, felt weird, but not bad weird, unusual

havent shaved my head, and im not going to, i have less than one milimeter of hair now, and its blonde, so it almost doesnt show that i have hair

feels awesome, no more constantly correcting my hair! a big shock when i left the barber, its winter here, and it was COOOLD !!! never felt that low temperature on my head

luckly i brought my hat, and for the first time, i put it on becouse my head was cold! first time im using a hat propperly

went to get a cup off coffe to a local caffe where i always hang out, comments? ALL GOOD, MY FRIENDS LOVE IT, they say its good, that this hairstyle fits my head. older people that come to that caffe love it to, say im much preetier now

no bad comments

but most importantly, i feel good, feel relieved... im sorry for not doing this a long time ago, idiot, worrying about my residing hair line, how stupid was i....
IT IS WHAT IT IS, I ACCEPTED IT !!!
just one problem, feels coooold....was sitting in a caffe, and my head was cooold

all good now. thanks u guys, u helped me a lot.
and if anyone is thinking about doing the same, do it ! noone was more afraid then me, and it came out all good !

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