Maybe you're not ready to do this now, but at some point if you adopt Sly, you could turn lemons into lemonade by taking advantage of talking about it to guys who might be as you once were--in the grips of coming to terms w/ mpb. You could save others from making the same mistake, you could save them from what is in my opinion unnecessary surgery and which surgery can also be considered to violate a part of the Hippocratic Oath taken by doctors. "Above all, do no harm."