Hey there, the pictures, at least when I viewed them are kind of small so unable to see the detail.
I guess your main concerns are how the implant scars are going to look. Unfortunately, the only way of knowing is to buzz it down to a 1 or 0 just like you wanted. You're already putting on a cap, so if you feel you want to cover it until it grows back, it's not a big deal.
If you're going to a plastic surgeon for scar reduction, he'll have to see it that way anyway... (make sure they specialize in scars, I've had it done twice on large scar on my ribs up to chest that prob made it worst)
Remember that we are a lot more critical on ourselves then others are. And most of the time people don't even notice the things that we drive ourselves crazy about. But, it is what gives us our self confidence and self assurance .... So we all know where you're coming from... It's a normal thing.. you're not alone.