All right, I finally did it!!!
It is not sly yet, my hair are 2mm long, yet amount of positive reactions from myself and other people are overwhelming. People are telling me I look hot, that I suit the bald look, that I am aesthetic as f**k etc., so I consider this a win for myself. Even one guy who told me I am gonna be single for the rest of my life if I shave admitted today I look ,,zajebiście" (which means 'fucking good' in Polish language). As for the first day, it seems my confidence came back and hairloss does not seem to bother me. Although it is not with razor yet, thank all of you for support guys. You made my life come back to normal!