alright guys, ANOTHER update!!Well, first of all i have to start off with saying that i am actually pretty angry with myself... i really need to take your guys' advice to heart, because the other day i slipped up....and i'm just pissed at myself for it.Yeah, she ended up texting me again and blah blah, when it comes down to it, i pretty much just told her how bad i was doing and how i missed her and all that sh*t. It was really stupid of me because that gave her "power" in the situation, but i didn't see that at the time... anyways, she pretty much felt the same way, but today she texted me "i cant talk to you anymore, it's unhealthy for me"... and all i said was "yeah youre right, goodbye." anyways, i want to appologize for not taking your guys advice the first time... i'm stupid when it comes to her i guess. but i do feel better, hopefully she's down about everything....she doesn't deserve to be happy.... all i know is i need to get out there and find a girl, probably not to get into a serious relationship with, just to fool around with, except i've got these damn standards and they get in the way haha
I just know that i need to man up and start talkin to other chicks, i know that as soon as i start hangin out with one then i wont think about my ex
haha no joke!!! i really need to do that... but on the other hand, i need it to call other hotties, if i ever get the balls enough to talk to them in the first place! But, although last time should of been, this is the last straw, i'm not responding to ANYTHING EVER AGAIN. no text, no email , not call, NOTHING. This girl in completely and utterly OUT OF MY LIFE FOREVER. I just have to go through some of my stuff in storage and get rid of some of her stuff. I just know that i need to man up and start talkin to other chicks, i know that as soon as i start hangin out with one then i wont think about my ex at all, or at least hardly at all. Where did you meet your wife at peripheral? did you meet her through someone else or what? The thing is, i'm new to the area, and the only people i know here are family, no co wokers are my age or anything, so sometimes it's a little difficult for me to just go out and meet people. anyways, thanks for all the replies guys.
This girl in completely and utterly OUT OF MY LIFE FOREVER. I just have to go through some of my stuff in storage and get rid of some of her stuff.