Dear friends (I hope you don't mind),
I thank you so much for all the words you gave me. I'm almost moved to tears, really.
I never thought that I'd get so much encouragement from you as I was still a sceptic concerning this site, but now I know that this is a place where everyone can be everyone, regardless of what one looks and what one says. I'm happy at the moment, for the moment, and I enjoy it cause I know this moment won't take long.
Thanks for understanding me and thanks for the great tolerance about what I posted into your forum.
In concern of ear rings and tattoos, I don't like the one and the other, I think all the scars I already got on my body and on my face is enough (just a small one on the face, but I don't care about this)
I really like that site with all the bald musicians, it's sometimes funny and it shows the lots of different shapes and faces and the passion making music. And of course it's cool finding jordan rudess on that site, too. I just love that guys music and virtuosity and I really think that he looks way better without hair than with.
I just can't say enough how much I thank you, you are the first ones bolstering me up since it all began. Really the first ones. Normally I should think that it is a real pity that my family and friends don't want to hear about all this but on the other hand, I can understand them, it's hard to live with a guy who switches between feelings in minutes.
Thanks
