good luck with the treatments or whatever you decide to to. i tot ally get the anxiety, stress.
i also lost mine young, even younger. i was 18 and had thinning like you do now. by 20, it was like 80% gone, gone, gone. damn it.
the initial shock of me going bald, then actually being bald took a while to get used to. the good news is the stress was over and over 6 months to a year, everyone knew the NEW me.
i kind of always felt stronger without the hair. i guess it's a mental state. now, i do f'ing love it. wouldn't turn back if i could.
best to you. be well.