I know what you mean, whenever I start to grow my hair back, I just hate the first 2 weeks with the buzzcut look. After 2 weeks, I can trim it to a short flattop. I usually don't make it past 3 or 4 weeks before shaving it off again. In my case, I look much younger bald, than with a head of silver hair. I'm thinking you might try trimming to a goatee and try shaving again. It takes a while to get used to the bald head. After ten months, I still have a hard time recognizing that guy in the mirror!