Hello SBG. I just wanted some advice for what I am currently going through.
First, here is a little backstory.
There is this female who is actually one of my very good friends younger sister. She has always had a thing for me since i've known her brother and things have always been back and forth with her (We start messing around, and continue for a while till one of us usually finds someone) We have had to hide it in the past so I guess that is what made things complicated as far as officially dating went(her brother wouldn't of had approved and neither would her family). Now that years have past and she hit her early 20s, my good friend actually told me not too long ago that we should date, and their family really likes me and enjoys my company. Even though through the years when we had dated someone else, we both eventually got over each other and remained friends.
Now she just recently had a breakup this week. A couple days ago we all went out, and my good friend landed up staying over at a friends. So me and the girl mentioned went back to her house to watch a movie and cuddle, she directly told me she wanted to cuddle with me since she didn't want to sleep alone that night.
We landed up cuddling on her bed, quite intimately but no 'physical' contact happened. As a man, I kind of wanted to but shes one to always make some sort of move on me so I don't know if she was feeling it. Didn't help that her ex man was blowing up her phone when we were cuddling but she said she was going to ignore it. I know this is a total setup for a rebound and with cuddling we had that night, for some reason it brought back some feelings in me. I know shes vulnerable but I don't want this to land up with one of us being disappointed in the end, unless we ever get to officially date, which be nice someday. But I know it can't happen now.
What can I do to take my mind off her or shake this feeling? I have had physical experiences with her before and I was able to shake it off so quick in the past. But this cuddling got to me. I have no means of calling her to come over I am giving her space since her breakup is fresh but she still lingers in my mind.