I've overcome a lot in my life but this OCD is consuming me, especially when it is a flaw that I cannot possibly alter.
Im finding comfort staying home. I tried motivating myself but couldn't help feeling looked at funny. My bed is refuge. Damn this pointy assymetrical peak. It would be so much easier to be normal. It's not in my head. I see mirrors, compare those photos. Reality
We're all our own worst critics. What we see a disfiguring cosmetic flaw in ourselves, the rest of the world often does not even notice. None of us here would lie to you. If you had a pointy head, we might not comment on it out of politeness, but we definitely would not tell you it wasn't pointy if it was. I agree with saintc; you need to talk to a professional about this. It's not good to obsess over it to the extent that you are.