Hello, a short time lurker here, hello to all...
Well, it is time
...The date i set is 25.5 (randomly, i just asked some friend who didnt know why i am asking to pick some day in may )..
And i am already a little anxious, and as anxiety is my problem i know it will rise and rise and i am afraid panicking of chickening out at the last moment.
But there is no other option. I have already very visible diffuse thinning on top, only can hide it with gofybr, i use it when i go out on weekends , but i feel stupid and like a cheater. Also it is no solution
Why i am afraid ? Well probably my biggest 3 fears are
1. My head is strange looking. This fear is bigger, because some years ago i buzzed my head to 2 mm (military style), and i think i just dont look good with that shorter hair. And my reasoning is if i dont look good at 2mm, there wont be magical transformation that i will look good sly. Rationale is if shorter hair didnt look good, clean shaved head will look even worse...
2. Afraid of people reaction. As anxious person i know this is something to work on, to not put emphasis on other opinion. It it just that i know if i will see laughs and negative comments from some people it will even more push me to shitty feeling about myself and whole thing...
3. Well to receive negative comments and laughs and then knowing that i am stuck as growing hair with my diffuse thinining and using gofybr is also stupid and notpractial solution in every aspect.
Hope for a little courage to get here, thanks guys!